What Did It Feel Like To Have A Foreskin?

[Mitchell7]

For the people who were circumcised as adults, what did it feel like to have a foreskin and what does it feel like without it now?

[parsecskin]

OK, I say it AGAIN. Obviously sex and the quality of orgasm is far superior intact. Having your inner mucosa moist and sensitive is awesome, and when you are restored you will have that going for you, but the best feeling part of a foreskin is the part they remove. The stretch receptors in the ridged band are unique and feel great. The other thing that feels great is when your mucosa is moist, it also gets a bit sticky and the skin going back and forth with a bit of stickiness is such a great feeling. One would think with all this sensitivity sex would be 3 pumps and a squirt. Not so. Even though you have more sensitivity, you also have more control over regulating when you go off. This is because the nerves in the ridged band give your brain the necessary feedback to control this. Its kind of like a total package or synergistic thing. I was able to bring myself just to the point of no return and hold it there just by going real slow, allowing my gf to catch up, if you will, so we could both go off together. THAT is the money shot! The other thing that having a foreskin does for you is you don't need lube, ever, and sex wasn't a slam fest just to get enough stimulation. Ever hear of the term "a slow, comfortable screw"? No, it's not only a drink, lol, but it sums up sex intact. Sex with ALL your parts is a 10, cut about a 2. The difference really IS that profound.
Aside from sex, just everyday comfort was way better. No rubbing or chaffing, no cold glans even on the coldest ski days, no underwear gets caught in your pee hole, and you just feel much less exposed even when completely naked. Your not constantly reminded of your penis every time you move around. It just felt like any other appendage......until play time!
I can sit here and recount what it was like, but words don't really do it justice. It's something you just have to experience to get the full grasp of it all. My advice is don't ponder upon what you never had and just restore. The improvement will be the best you've ever know and that is why we are all here doing what we're doing. I envy you guys who got cut as infants because you don't have any memories of being intact. Truly knowing what you're missing is pure hell. That's why I am committed to helping end this horrific practice. THIS is the most important thing we restorers can do to save future generations from this barbaric practice.

[Canadajuice]

Have you restored? What's the difference between intact and restored?

[parsecskin]

I am in the process of restoring . I am currently at CI3.5 +. Right at the "hump" of rollover. This is the most frustrating part of the whole thing. It takes a lot of skin to be forced over the glans, but when it does get there it will be like BAM!.......A foreskin is born. Then things will start going faster again.
I've already seen an increase of sensitivity just from being covered by the device for 8 to 10 hrs per day and from my bunched up inner skin being pressed up against my corona and the sulcus being covered 24/7 on it own. Now I would rate things at a solid 4 and I have a ways yet to go.

[Canadajuice]

Why did you get cut in the first place? Was there a medical reason?

[parsecskin]

Why did you get cut in the first place? Was there a medical reason?

No, my GF coerced me into it. I was blinded by pussy and unfortunately it took the loss of my foreskin to make me see the fact I was being manipulated. She's down the road now. There are no legitimate medical reasons for circumcision aside from a severe injury. Even phimosis can be cured without cutting it off. Circumcision is a fraud.

[Canadajuice]

I'm sorry that happened. Oddly enough I just ran into one of your other posts in the grief forums. I'm pretty new to all of this, and I just found out that circumcision isn't harmless. I was cut as an infant though, so I don't know how sex was supposed to feel.

[Mitchell7]

You are not the only person who i have heard of losing their foreskin in that way parsecskin. Did losing your foreskin affect your interest in sex or how attracted you are to other people?

[parsecskin]

You are not the only person who i have heard of losing their foreskin in that way parsecskin. Did losing your foreskin affect your interest in sex or how attracted you are to other people?

Oh yeah. It fucked me up for a long time. Sex was so anti-climactic afterwards. It wasn't until I started to restore and started to see results that my interest in women came back. I've actually started to have full body orgasms again and I am nowhere near done!
You really have heard of other guys getting cut to appease their mate? Shit, I though I was the only sucker.

[parsecskin]

I'm sorry that happened. Oddly enough I just ran into one of your other posts in the grief forums. I'm pretty new to all of this, and I just found out that circumcision isn't harmless. I was cut as an infant though, so I don't know how sex was supposed to feel.

Well, it's best you don't dwell on how it was supposed to feel. Just restore and the improvement will blow you away. You really are lucky not to know, it's pure hell.

[Random]

Thanks for your response parsec. People will always be curious about what they are missing out on. I have seen your responses in the past and by all means please relate your experiences but I can't believe you are still referring to us as lucky.

Can you not imagine from our perspective? Can you only see from yours? Certainly seems that way.

It is extremely offensive to me that you call me lucky to be mutilated as a child.

You tell me if I'm lucky:

I was cut at approximately three years old when my mother took me to the doctors and he yelled at her for not having me circumcised earlier. He told her that younger children cannot feel pain and that it must be done now and that any pain I felt was her fault.

I was strapped down in a general practitioners doctor's office and mutilated freehand by a 60-year-old doctor who I suspect was American trained. I believe that my mother stayed in the waiting room where she could hear me screaming in agony through the thin door but I have not had the guts to confront her on this yet. (We have had several conversations but there are many questions that I did not think to ask at the time that I still have. Seems a bit cruel to constantly bring it up and make her feel like shit about it.)

I did not find out what had been done to me until I was six or seven years old. My friend showed me his uncircumcised penis and retracted the foreskin showing me the pink moist and amazing looking tissue underneath not to mention the foreskin glide that he showed off. I immediately termed his penis "the amazing penis" and he looked at mine with the uneven ugly circumcision scar and the skin bridges and termed mine "the ugly penis".

It devastated me because I knew it was true. I instinctively felt that the penis was an important part and I was extremely upset that mine was ugly. I remember crying in my bedroom at night every night. I could not talk to my friend about it because he thought it was funny that his was amazing and mine was ugly. I finally approached my older brother to discuss this by telling him that our friends had a different kind of penis and that it was amazing and he laughed at me and told me I was an idiot and there was only one kind that ours had been cut by our mother. He told me that this had been done to make us healthier so we didn't get sick.

I was so shocked and felt extraordinarily betrayed that my mother could do this to me. I actually thought she had done it with a pair of scissors or something. That betrayal and hatred settled deep inside me and has not left.

And I didn't understand why as my friend and his brother were both uncut and were perfectly healthy. Never had anything more than the flu. I didn't understand. And then about a year after that I saw my father naked for the first time and saw that he also had an amazing penis. Which is how I referred to uncircumcised people as I did not know the terms circumcised or uncircumcised.

The betrayal I felt was humongous, it consumed me. I couldn't believe that my father had an amazing penis. He was certainly not sickly and I immediately felt extremely suspicious of my parents and my brother as things were not making sense. There had to be some other reason why they chopped me and made me ugly. There was no way for me to find out so I had no choice but to live with these feelings of betrayal, hatred, suspicion, fear and anger.

This was done by my mother who claims to love me and her every other action has shown me that she does love me. She looked after me, cared for me and would do absolutely anything for me throughout my entire life even still. I will always love her for being a tremendous parent. But I will also always hate her for consenting to have this done to me. I was not cut in the USA and if she had simply gotten a second opinion from another doctor she likely would have received different information but she did not. She certainly would have if the doctor suggested any removal of any parts of her body… So I hate her, and I love her, and I feel guilty for hating… Something you never need worry about at least in relation to your circumcision…

I also felt an immense shame and disgust at my own body due to the ugly scarring. This has never left me since I first saw my friend. Every time I go to the bathroom I look down and I see the scars and I feel like shit. Every. Single. Time. Even all these years later. (I can't wait to have enough skin to cover them so I don't have to look at them every time I use the toilet).

I did not find out until I was in my 20s that there were nerve endings and other sexual structures in the foreskin beyond just "useless skin". It explained my lack of pleasure during some sexual activities. Since that time around 11 years ago I constantly wonder what it would be like to have sex with the penis I was born with. What might it have felt like, I stare at my penis and try to imagine what it may have looked like. I reflect on even my best sexual experiences and wonder what that would be like compared to what it should be like. Was my most intense sexual pleasure only comparable to what foreplay should feel like? How can I not constantly wonder what it would be like? I will never know what every nerve ending firing signals into my brain during an intense sexual encounter feels like. Ever. You may be able to switch your brain off and not think about that but I certainly can't. I find myself thinking about it constantly. Telling me not to does not achieve anything.

I'm extremely jealous of anyone who has not had to go through this, who has the body that were born with and has a choice to do with it whatever they want. I think about it all the time… I can't even watch porn if the actor is circumcised and if he is not I feel jealous the whole time.

You say you deeply regret your decision and want to feel exactly the same as before you were cut. Of course you do! We all do, we all want what we've lost. But to say that we're lucky because we can't remember a sensation that we've never felt!?! We are not lucky! I find it extremely offensive that you say lucky.

I guess it depends on the kind of person you are. You seem to think that you could simply close your eyes and never think about what you are missing if you've never experienced it and hey maybe you could. But we are not all the same, we do not all think the same and to me the torture of not knowing is a horrific hell that constantly hounds my thoughts and I personally would much prefer to have known then to have not known. You clearly seem to think differently but how could you ever possibly consider either one of us lucky...

I hope you continue to let people know about your experiences especially as you progress in your restoration as there are only a few men who have commented on the before and after levels of pleasure. I believe generally 7/10 is the number quoted by one man who restored. But please, please don't tell us that we are lucky. Just outline your experiences and don't put anything on our experiences because our experiences are ours and the only lucky ones are the ones who have what they were born with and have not been manipulated by greedy doctors.

[parsecskin]

Thanks for your response parsec. People will always be curious about what they are missing out on. I have seen your responses in the past and by all means please relate your experiences but I can't believe you are still referring to us as lucky.

Can you not imagine from our perspective? Can you only see from yours? Certainly seems that way.

It is extremely offensive to me that you call me lucky to be mutilated as a child.

You tell me if I'm lucky:

I was cut at approximately three years old when my mother took me to the doctors and he yelled at her for not having me circumcised earlier. He told her that younger children cannot feel pain and that it must be done now and that any pain I felt was her fault.

I was strapped down in a general practitioners doctor's office and mutilated freehand by a 60-year-old doctor who I suspect was American trained. I believe that my mother stayed in the waiting room where she could hear me screaming in agony through the thin door but I have not had the guts to confront her on this yet. (We have had several conversations but there are many questions that I did not think to ask at the time that I still have. Seems a bit cruel to constantly bring it up and make her feel like shit about it.)

I did not find out what had been done to me until I was six or seven years old. My friend showed me his uncircumcised penis and retracted the foreskin showing me the pink moist and amazing looking tissue underneath not to mention the foreskin glide that he showed off. I immediately termed his penis "the amazing penis" and he looked at mine with the uneven ugly circumcision scar and the skin bridges and termed mine "the ugly penis".

It devastated me because I knew it was true. I instinctively felt that the penis was an important part and I was extremely upset that mine was ugly. I remember crying in my bedroom at night every night. I could not talk to my friend about it because he thought it was funny that his was amazing and mine was ugly. I finally approached my older brother to discuss this by telling him that our friends had a different kind of penis and that it was amazing and he laughed at me and told me I was an idiot and there was only one kind that ours had been cut by our mother. He told me that this had been done to make us healthier so we didn't get sick.

I was so shocked and felt extraordinarily betrayed that my mother could do this to me. I actually thought she had done it with a pair of scissors or something. That betrayal and hatred settled deep inside me and has not left.

And I didn't understand why as my friend and his brother were both uncut and were perfectly healthy. Never had anything more than the flu. I didn't understand. And then about a year after that I saw my father naked for the first time and saw that he also had an amazing penis. Which is how I referred to uncircumcised people as I did not know the terms circumcised or uncircumcised.

The betrayal I felt was humongous, it consumed me. I couldn't believe that my father had an amazing penis. He was certainly not sickly and I immediately felt extremely suspicious of my parents and my brother as things were not making sense. There had to be some other reason why they chopped me and made me ugly. There was no way for me to find out so I had no choice but to live with these feelings of betrayal, hatred, suspicion, fear and anger.

This was done by my mother who claims to love me and her every other action has shown me that she does love me. She looked after me, cared for me and would do absolutely anything for me throughout my entire life even still. I will always love her for being a tremendous parent. But I will also always hate her for consenting to have this done to me. I was not cut in the USA and if she had simply gotten a second opinion from another doctor she likely would have received different information but she did not. She certainly would have if the doctor suggested any removal of any parts of her body… So I hate her, and I love her, and I feel guilty for hating… Something you never need worry about at least in relation to your circumcision…

I also felt an immense shame and disgust at my own body due to the ugly scarring. This has never left me since I first saw my friend. Every time I go to the bathroom I look down and I see the scars and I feel like shit. Every. Single. Time. Even all these years later. (I can't wait to have enough skin to cover them so I don't have to look at them every time I use the toilet).

I did not find out until I was in my 20s that there were nerve endings and other sexual structures in the foreskin beyond just "useless skin". It explained my lack of pleasure during some sexual activities. Since that time around 11 years ago I constantly wonder what it would be like to have sex with the penis I was born with. What might it have felt like, I stare at my penis and try to imagine what it may have looked like. I reflect on even my best sexual experiences and wonder what that would be like compared to what it should be like. Was my most intense sexual pleasure only comparable to what foreplay should feel like? How can I not constantly wonder what it would be like? I will never know what every nerve ending firing signals into my brain during an intense sexual encounter feels like. Ever. You may be able to switch your brain off and not think about that but I certainly can't. I find myself thinking about it constantly. Telling me not to does not achieve anything.

I'm extremely jealous of anyone who has not had to go through this, who has the body that were born with and has a choice to do with it whatever they want. I think about it all the time… I can't even watch porn if the actor is circumcised and if he is not I feel jealous the whole time.

You say you deeply regret your decision and want to feel exactly the same as before you were cut. Of course you do! We all do, we all want what we've lost. But to say that we're lucky because we can't remember a sensation that we've never felt!?! We are not lucky! I find it extremely offensive that you say lucky.

I guess it depends on the kind of person you are. You seem to think that you could simply close your eyes and never think about what you are missing if you've never experienced it and hey maybe you could. But we are not all the same, we do not all think the same and to me the torture of not knowing is a horrific hell that constantly hounds my thoughts and I personally would much prefer to have known then to have not known. You clearly seem to think differently but how could you ever possibly consider either one of us lucky...

I hope you continue to let people know about your experiences especially as you progress in your restoration as there are only a few men who have commented on the before and after levels of pleasure. I believe generally 7/10 is the number quoted by one man who restored. But please, please don't tell us that we are lucky. Just outline your experiences and don't put anything on our experiences because our experiences are ours and the only lucky ones are the ones who have what they were born with and have not been manipulated by greedy doctors.

OK, Random, maybe your not so lucky. Don't get you undies in a bunch over terminology. Maybe lucky isn't the right word, but to truly know what you had and that you were the one who signed off on it only to realize that you fucked up is pure hell. There's all types of "hell" and everyone has their demons, especially when it comes to this. One thing's for sure, we were ALL victims of a fraudulent and barbaric practice that needs to end.

[Mitchell7]

Random brings up a different issue then what you had to deal with, Parsec. When i first started looking into this subject all of a sudden everything made sense to me. There were so many things that had never made sense to me about myself or my body that had all of a sudden made perfect sense. But this was not a choice that i made or that i can take responsibility for, this was forced on me by someone else. The hell that you are missing is the huge sense of violation that someone had forcibly done this to you. That was something that messed me up for a very long time. That someone had done this to me when i was most vulnerable, the only time in my life i was vulnerable and could not defend myself and they took full advantage of that to do this to me. Without any care for what i would want, only what they wanted. And i have had to live my life with the consequences of it, even when i had no idea what those consequences were or what had been done to me in the first place.

[parsecskin]

Random brings up a different issue then what you had to deal with, Parsec. When i first started looking into this subject all of a sudden everything made sense to me. There were so many things that had never made sense to me about myself or my body that had all of a sudden made perfect sense. But this was not a choice that i made or that i can take responsibility for, this was forced on me by someone else. The hell that you are missing is the huge sense of violation that someone had forcibly done this to you. That was something that messed me up for a very long time. That someone had done this to me when i was most vulnerable, the only time in my life i was vulnerable and could not defend myself and they took full advantage of that to do this to me. Without any care for what i would want, only what they wanted. And i have had to live my life with the consequences of it, even when i had no idea what those consequences were or what had been done to me in the first place.

I understand your perspective completely. Its ALL a violation when the people signing off on it, including myself, are misled and lied to. Just because I signed off on it doesn't mean I wanted it, I was coerced and blinded by pussy which at the time seemed like true love (vulnerability). Being betrayed like that by not only the system but the person whom I thought was my soul mate messed me up for a long time too. Had your parents and I been properly informed, none of this would ever have happened and our lives would be so much different, that I am positive of.

[urethramaster]

I will say that when I had a foreskin, I took it for granted. It felt very naturally and whole. I think over time I got used to my uncircumcised penis as well, but the sensitive simply didn't compare. I sometimes daydream of having a foreskin and that's one of the reasons why I tug. I'd like to feel complete again (or at least as complete as I can get).