Newfound Anger

[LookingGlass]

I've found myself getting angry at my mom all over again, because she had over 20 years to ask herself "how would I feel if my parents had someone cut part of me off?" and apologize, but it took ~20 years, AND apologizing wasn't her first move. I'm not sure if this is actual anger, or me just getting myself worked up. I'm also not sure if it's worth it to talk to her and say "you already apologized, but...".

[parsecskin]

Look at it this way: At least you found out about restoration at a relatively young age and once restored you'll never have to worry about any of this for the rest of your life. Plus, once you're restored you can flaunt your new foreskin in mom's face and say "See Mom, this is what a dick is SUPPOSED to look like".

[Tormod]

What still makes me angry, and I'm old and restored, is seeing penises with an obvious scar line around them where there should not be a scar.

[Guest]

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I've found myself getting angry at my mom all over again, because she had over 20 years to ask herself "how would I feel if my parents had someone cut part of me off?" and apologize, but it took ~20 years, AND apologizing wasn't her first move. I'm not sure if this is actual anger, or me just getting myself worked up. I'm also not sure if it's worth it to talk to her and say "you already apologized, but...".

Your thinking about it and you got angry. Me way my 6th grade teacher demonstrated things like this to me was the following- if you hammer snail into a block of wood, apologizing only removes the nail, the hole is still there.
Theresnot much more you can complain to her about. I personally just want to restore so I can get over it and pretend it never happened, as opposed to being reminded of this every time I take a shower, adump, a piss, tugg, or masturbate.

Its like having the words " rape victim" carved on your arm to always remind you.