Wish i could resist more...

[fourstrings]

I live in a country where people see you MAN if you cut your dick,people see it as a tradition and there is no logical thing they do this to us.When i was a kid every single family member was coming and asking to me : Did you get circumcised ? Oh no ? So you re not man.Look we all circumcised and you should be too.There's too much pressure.When i was kid at primary school.Always kids randomly asking like : How old were you when did you get cut ? Bullshit questions like this.

Also there is no doctors doing circumcision,randomly guys called *Circumciser cuts the childs penises.I was like 6 or 7 years old.They took me to circumciser and left me alone with him in a room.The circumciser said PULL YOUR PANTS OFF.I got shamed and kicked his balls as hard as i can and run away.So i escaped from my first circumcision attempt.3 years later when i was 10,the pressure and manipulations got so high that i cant resist.Parents always told me what they're gonna buy me whatever i want if i let them cut my dick.So i surrendered.They put me sleep with anastesia and when i woke up.I WAS CUT.I cried so much because my dick was erect and it was red as hell !!!! I screamt because i did not see my dick erect until then ( my penis was not sexually active ).So thats my story.I HATE everything about this process.Wish i could go back to that time and RESIST like hell to this child abuse .They stole too much from us.

Also when i was like 5 years old.I used to play a lot with my foreskin.Pulling it backwards and forwards was so pleasureable to me even there is no sexual develompent at that age.I remember that ridged band thing felt awesome .

Sometimes i forgive my parents and surrender to faith and what happened to me.Later i learn more about foreskin more angry i get.I mean this is a endless cycle.Knowing even i complete my restoration.Never gonna feel ridged band as an adult.

Yes,i enjoy sex due to my frenelum remnant but i ask myself : I enjoy sex even after all this butchery.What it would be like i was uncut ?

[fourstrings]

What hurts me more is :

I will never ever feel a woman as what it meant to be ! When i was a kid, i had games whic end up too soon or at the action scene and it was saying BUY the game.As long as i didnt know reading i thought i was finishing the game but NO it was a demo game.So i feel like this while having sex, a DEMO version of male.

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I live in a country where people see you MAN if you cut your dick,people see it as a tradition and there is no logical thing they do this to us.When i was a kid every single family member was coming and asking to me : Did you get circumcised ? Oh no ? So you re not man.Look we all circumcised and you should be too.There's too much pressure.When i was kid at primary school.Always kids randomly asking like : How old were you when did you get cut ? Bullshit questions like this.

Also there is no doctors doing circumcision,randomly guys called *Circumciser cuts the childs penises.I was like 6 or 7 years old.They took me to circumciser and left me alone with him in a room.The circumciser said PULL YOUR PANTS OFF.I got shamed and kicked his balls as hard as i can and run away.So i escaped from my first circumcision attempt.3 years later when i was 10,the pressure and manipulations got so high that i cant resist.Parents always told me what they're gonna buy me whatever i want if i let them cut my dick.So i surrendered.They put me sleep with anastesia and when i woke up.I WAS CUT.I cried so much because my dick was erect and it was red as hell !!!! I screamt because i did not see my dick erect until then ( my penis was not sexually active ).So thats my story.I HATE everything about this process.Wish i could go back to that time and RESIST like hell to this child abuse .They stole too much from us.

Also when i was like 5 years old.I used to play a lot with my foreskin.Pulling it backwards and forwards was so pleasureable to me even there is no sexual develompent at that age.I remember that ridged band thing felt awesome .

Sometimes i forgive my parents and surrender to faith and what happened to me.Later i learn more about foreskin more angry i get.I mean this is a endless cycle.Knowing even i complete my restoration.Never gonna feel ridged band as an adult.

Yes,i enjoy sex due to my frenelum remnant but i ask myself : I enjoy sex even after all this butchery.What it would be like i was uncut ?

I often say of these traditional / tribal coming-of-age rituals that a truly brave initiate will distinguish himself by rising among his peers to proclaim: "This is a silly barbaric superstitious pleasure-reducing blood ritual and I will not take part."