Cut at 16

[Steinwald]

Hi everybody,

I didn't know where to talk about the following topic since it's kind of intimate... but here we go. I was cut at 16 (I'm now in my thirties), you can read about my experience here. One thing I find particularly disturbing, and harsh about my experience is that ever since it happened, every time I saw uncut performers in porn, it hurt me deeply, makes me really sick, like reopening a wound, it's just unbearable... so much so that I just stay away from couple pictures or videos least I should sea intact men again, and so I just watch girls only porn. I wanted to share this and know about your own experience, and opinions... is it something you experience as well?

Good day to you

[parsecskin]

I know EXACTLY what you're going thru. I too was cut later in life as an adult. If I had known then what I know now from both personal experience and extensive research, I would NEVER have done it. To top it all off the doctor flat out lied about sensitivity loss. I explicitly asked him about that and he lied thru his teeth. If you ever want to talk, just PM me any time. I know what it's like too.

[resto-mod]

I'm so sorry that happened to you man, I was cut at birth so I can't even imagine the pain you must have felt having it done at 16. Just like you though I was never able to feel right about my penis, it just looked wrong and sometimes I feel very jealous when I see an intact member. The one thing you need is hope, I look at the progress I've made so far and I have so much hope for a natural looking penis in the future, try to keep on tugging and never give up hope.

[Circusclown]

That sucks. I was cut as a baby, so I will never know what it is like to masturbate with a "genuine" foreskin, but I can identify with most of what you are saying. I am the opposite regarding seeing an uncut penis - I hate seeing a cut penis, I hate the fact that other people have been mutilated and have to go through what I go through every time I look at myself. I definitely also feel that a cut penis looks ugly.

I only found this site a few days ago, but the reason I am so happy I found it is that it has shown me that I am not abnormal to feel the way I do about my own body and how it was ruined when I was a few days old, all in the name of family tradition.

[parsecskin]

I don't know what is worse. Being cut as an adult and remembering what it was like or being forcibly cut as an infant without anesthetic or pain relief as one your first life experiences. Then there's the issue of the neurological damage to the undeveloped brain of an infant. Both scenarios have great consequences. I can vouch that being cut as an adult is pure hell once you learn the truth and realize you were lied to. This shit needs to stop ......YESTERDAY!

[resto-mod]

[QUOTE=parsecskin;n19818]I don't know what is worse. Being cut as an adult and remembering what it was like or being forcibly cut as an infant without anesthetic or pain relief as one your first life experiences. Then there's the issue of the neurological damage to the undeveloped brain of an infant. Both scenarios have great consequences. I can vouch that being cut as an adult is pure hell once you learn the truth and realize you were lied to. This shit needs to stop ......YESTERDAY![/QUOTE]

I think one of the biggest things that sucks about being cut at birth is growing up and knowing somethings wrong but I wasn't exactly sure what it was and I always felt ashamed of my penis and my body in general. Now 20 years later It took me so long to come to terms with it that it's like reopening a wound, I need to fix myself and finally embrace my masculinity and be a more complete human. Regardless if cut at birth or in adulthood we all fell victim to these lies from these "medical professionals" we believed we could trust and I guess my neurological damage made it so that I can't trust anyone anymore.

[parsecskin]

So true. But look at it from my perspective. I was intact for almost 30 years and had ABSOLUTELY NO problems with it at all. None. I was coerced into it by my ex GF, but the real kicker was in talking to the doctor who lied thru his teeth. I asked him about sensitivity loss, he said " a non issue, really". Bullshit! I also told him not to take too much off, he said "don't worry, you'll have a handsome pecker". He did do a nice clean job and left me with more inner skin than a lot of guys, but the bastard took most of my frenulum and cut me to a stupid tight CI 1! I was fucking livid! I ended up never paying that bastard and he never came after me for his $. Maybe because I threatened to kill him?
Fast forward 20 yrs when I finally researched the truth about this heinous practice. Back then the Internet wasn't what it is today and i didn't even have a computer then. Let's just say it's a good thing that doctor is 1000 miles away.
The worst part of it all is I was manipulated by someone I loved and it took the loss of my foreskin to realize this. At least if I said no fucking way, I'd still have my foreskin.

[resto-mod]

[QUOTE=parsecskin;n19867]So true. But look at it from my perspective. I was intact for almost 30 years and had ABSOLUTELY NO problems with it at all. None. I was coerced into it by my ex GF, but the real kicker was in talking to the doctor who lied thru his teeth. I asked him about sensitivity loss, he said " a non issue, really". Bullshit! I also told him not to take too much off, he said "don't worry, you'll have a handsome pecker". He did do a nice clean job and left me with more inner skin than a lot of guys, but the bastard took most of my frenulum and cut me to a stupid tight CI 1! I was fucking livid! I ended up never paying that bastard and he never came after me for his $. Maybe because I threatened to kill him?
Fast forward 20 yrs when I finally researched the truth about this heinous practice. Back then the Internet wasn't what it is today and i didn't even have a computer then. Let's just say it's a good thing that doctor is 1000 miles away.
The worst part of it all is I was manipulated by someone I loved and it took the loss of my foreskin to realize this. At least if I said no fucking way, I'd still have my foreskin.[/QUOTE]

I've read your story before and I couldn't believe that happened to you. The thing that bothers me the most is how your GF manipulated you into getting circumcised. How could you let her take advantage of you? I seriously don't understand why somebody that supposedly loves you could tell you to do this? I've never had a real GF or relationship in my life but I've always been scared of being manipulated and not being able to see whats really going on and not being in control of the relationship or myself. Is this what happened to you? I'm sorry if I brought up some bad memories though and If you don't want to think about it I'd understand.

[parsecskin]

THE POWER OF PUSSY. Never underestimate it.

[resto-mod]

[QUOTE=parsecskin;n19876]THE POWER OF PUSSY. Never underestimate it. [/QUOTE]

lol
how do you take away that power?

[parsecskin]

THAT is the 10 million dollar question men have been struggling with forever. Unfortunately this lesson usually must be learned the hard way in varying degrees.

[resto-mod]

[QUOTE=parsecskin;n19892]THAT is the 10 million dollar question men have been struggling with forever. Unfortunately this lesson usually must be learned the hard way in varying degrees. [/QUOTE]

well I guess I should keep hoping that sex robots will become a thing soon lol!

[parsecskin]

[QUOTE=resto-mod;n19967]

well I guess I should keep hoping that sex robots will become a thing soon lol![/QUOTE]

Not even close to the real thing. You just have to keep a level head when it comes to women and unfortunately learn some lessons the hard way.

[resto-mod]

[QUOTE=parsecskin;n19971]

Not even close to the real thing. You just have to keep a level head when it comes to women and unfortunately learn some lessons the hard way.[/QUOTE]

I'm not necessarily interested in the real thing I just want a companion that I can trust and have an emotional connection to. I know it sounds weird to want a relationship with a machine but I've read novels and seen a few role playing games before where the characters stories were written good enough that I felt as if I actually knew them and could relate to them in a way so who's to say that it's impossible to program a robot to love. Think the original blade runner lol

[parsecskin]

Buy a sheep.