Hello guys,
I am 18 years old (almost 19), and I was circumcised at birth and it was done extremely poorly. I guess I would say I'm basically at a CI-0. My circumcision was done low and very tight. I basically feel no pleasure at all in my penis anymore (zero pleasure) and I cannot even feel any pleasure when ejaculating. My poor circumcision has caused a lot of problems for me. Aside from the problems mentioned above, the appearance of my penis on the underside is also fucked up. There are all sorts of little rips in my skin due to poor scarring; balls shaft skin covers like the bottom half of my penis on the underside as well (due to severe loss of skin); etc.
This has really badly gotten to me, and I've had suicidal thoughts due to it a lot of times in the past. I'm still giving myself hope in that maybe, just maybe one day I can restore my foreskin and gain everything I lost back. I suppose this hope keeps me going everyday, but I am still very depressed and cry a lot sometimes about this. I remember trying to restore my foreskin about 2 years ago and I tried that for maybe 4 months but it didn't work. At that point I lost all hope. I was using manual tugging method 2 at the time by holding my penis right under the head and at the circumcision scar and tugging. The focus was primarily on inner foreskin that way.
Now I'm coming in with a fresh start and giving it all I have, because I really want to be able to restore my foreskin. I know I can't start off with devices or anything as such, because I have very little to start off with (CI-0 basically), so manual tugging methods will have to suffice for the time being. I suppose I can try manual tugging method 2 again, but this time I can try holding my penis at the circumcision scar and the base and tug that way (focusing on outer foreskin)? There are a lot of problems I need to fix. I failed 2 years ago, and I don't want to make those same mistakes again. I have some hope again, which I had lost 2 years ago. I'm glad I found this community, and I hope it can be of some help to me in regards to achieving my goal and overcoming my suicidal thoughts.
Thank you.
I am 18 years old (almost 19), and I was circumcised at birth and it was done extremely poorly. I guess I would say I'm basically at a CI-0. My circumcision was done low and very tight. I basically feel no pleasure at all in my penis anymore (zero pleasure) and I cannot even feel any pleasure when ejaculating. My poor circumcision has caused a lot of problems for me. Aside from the problems mentioned above, the appearance of my penis on the underside is also fucked up. There are all sorts of little rips in my skin due to poor scarring; balls shaft skin covers like the bottom half of my penis on the underside as well (due to severe loss of skin); etc.
This has really badly gotten to me, and I've had suicidal thoughts due to it a lot of times in the past. I'm still giving myself hope in that maybe, just maybe one day I can restore my foreskin and gain everything I lost back. I suppose this hope keeps me going everyday, but I am still very depressed and cry a lot sometimes about this. I remember trying to restore my foreskin about 2 years ago and I tried that for maybe 4 months but it didn't work. At that point I lost all hope. I was using manual tugging method 2 at the time by holding my penis right under the head and at the circumcision scar and tugging. The focus was primarily on inner foreskin that way.
Now I'm coming in with a fresh start and giving it all I have, because I really want to be able to restore my foreskin. I know I can't start off with devices or anything as such, because I have very little to start off with (CI-0 basically), so manual tugging methods will have to suffice for the time being. I suppose I can try manual tugging method 2 again, but this time I can try holding my penis at the circumcision scar and the base and tug that way (focusing on outer foreskin)? There are a lot of problems I need to fix. I failed 2 years ago, and I don't want to make those same mistakes again. I have some hope again, which I had lost 2 years ago. I'm glad I found this community, and I hope it can be of some help to me in regards to achieving my goal and overcoming my suicidal thoughts.
Thank you.
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